June 18, 2007
Yes, if you wanted hell on earth, people, you should have been with me in son #1’s classroom this afternoon. I do not break easily. It usually takes groups of over 50 kids, usually 100, to bring me to my knees. And yet, 27 children today almost brought me to my knees. Who am I kidding? If I were a drinker, I’d be passed out drunk in a pool of my own vomit by now. Naked.
The kids were making something for their teacher for an end of the year gift so we sent the teacher out of the room. Two other parents had planned this. I only came in at the last minute to help. OMFG. Let’s say that again, people. OMFG. I ended up as the patrol cop and I’m telling ya, I seriously needed a billy club or stun gun. I literally had to break up two kids that started fighting. I had to pull kids off desks, while they were coming across the desks at each other, they were throwing things, screaming, running, fighting, you name it. I realized about half way into this that the other two parents were working with the kids on the project and appeared unaware of the mayhem. So that left me to patrol the room and try to keep them from killing each other or me.
That’s when survival mode kicked in. First I looked for what this teacher used for a signal. Most good teachers have a bell, or some other item that makes noise and when the kids hear it, they quiet down. My search was in vain. She probably took it with her. I would. I would sleep with it trying to hold onto my sanity every night if this was my class. No, scratch that. I would have never let the mayhem start in the first place. It’s not in my nature.
So while I’m searching, I realize one of the kids is talking to me. Telling me about his tribe’s points. I gave him a tight smile, but my subconscious filed it away. I stood desperately looking for whatever she used for a signal. I did not think my old coach’s standby- bellowing HEY!- would go over in a classroom really well. In fact, no coaching survival skills I learned were going to help here. I could not run them until exhaustion and obedience kicked in. I could not simply yell OVER their voices to be heard. I could not make them sit out of our activity. I was without arsenal. Then my eyes glanced over to where the child was pointing to on the white board. There were four “groups” with hatch marks. I glaced at the tribal “heads” and it matched one person from each table group. Holy Mother of God, I hit the jackpot. There is a God after all.
I was finally able to get their attention and told them that when the teacher came back, I would be making recommendations on who should receive points (I took a gamble that they were earning points- I wasn’t listening too closely to that child) and then suddenly about half the children starting trying to get the other half to behave. So it left me to only have to focus on about 8 kids that had truly horrendous behavior. You could actually hear showdown music between me and the two most difficult ones. Holy Misbehaving Kids, Batman. I have incredible sympathy for these two kids’ mothers. For however much I complain about how difficult MY son is, I know that he would never behave like these two to another adult. He would act like that at home, but NEVER to another adult. One of these kids was so disrespectful, I almost marched him down to the principal’s. Instead I said “That’s completely disprespectful and you will not talk to me like that.” Amazingly that put an end to him talking to me like that. I gave him one of those mom glares that you only learn after you have kids and we were done with disrespect. His behavior was still pretty bad, but I was able for the most part, to keep him in check with the “I WILL NOT PUT UP WITH THAT” glare.
For the other child, I saved my very best working-with-ADHD-kids technique and was finally able to get him in line too. But I was aggravated. In fact I wanted to start screaming and not stop. People ask me why I don’t coach or teach anymore (as a paid job). This is why. I find this kind of thing so soul draining, that I don’t have enough left for my own kids. And I’ve got a child who needs my full, undivided attention. Because if he senses weakness, he will become so unruly, he will take over the house and possibly the world. I have to say though, he was pretty well behaved today. I think I only had to tell him to sit down twice, which in the midst of all those kids doing so many worse things, my son came out wearing a halo. I’ll never know if I wasn’t there if he still would have behaved as well, but I’d like to think that sometimes this kid might actually mind his manners and behave. I have to think that. Or I wouldn’t be able to sleep at night….
Teachers aren’t paid nearly enough. Good teachers should be paid like fortune 100 CEOs. Because they are few and far between. And they have to put up with more than you can possibly imagine. Be sure to thank your child’s teacher. ESPECIALLY if they’re any good. These people are very special.
A hundred years from now
it will not matter what my bank account was,
the sort of house I lived in,
or the kind of car I drove.
But the world may be different,
because I was important in the life of a child.
Source: Forest Witcraft, “Within My Power”, Scouting, October 1950, p. 2
June 18, 2007 at 8:18 pm
SO my teaching experience is limited. I only taught 9 years and 8 of those were at high school. The other year I just taught (as a computer specialist) grades K-8. I’ve also taught some college but no graduate school. So very limited experience.
You would have had a much easier time in the beginning of the year BTW. You see fourth grade is when kids start to stop thinking that teachers are wonderful. What you had were almost fifth graders. Bad but not so bad as sixth graders. I can tell you stories about sixth graders but no one wants to hear stories of a 220 pound, six foot fully grown adult male sitting in a principal’s office trying not to cry. Plus I want to forget those days. Sixth grade teachers have done their time in hell.
June 18, 2007 at 8:21 pm
Yikes! Reading your post made me think I was back at school! I LOVE SUMMER for the simple reason I get a break from those kinds of kids (the 2 who gave you hell!) Thanks for your beautiful rendition of what life in a classroom CAN be like… we don’t always have days like this…but when we do…..dear God….where is the wine?!?!?
June 18, 2007 at 8:50 pm
Sounds like my days in 6th grade. Btw good subs aren’t paid enough either.
June 18, 2007 at 11:43 pm
What was the teacher’s present in the end? Or was it the hours out of the mayhem you gave her?
June 19, 2007 at 1:08 am
I loved this story, and I remember days like that. One weapon you can use next time, is the lights. Just turning out the lights and yelling freeze, will get everyone’s attention.
I would normally tell them what they needed to do, and then turn the lights back on. That worked most of the time.
June 19, 2007 at 8:34 am
One year in 7th grade we upset the teacher so much she went crying to the principals office. We had a substitute for months after that.
June 19, 2007 at 9:09 am
Good teachers are not been paid enough in US nor Mexico nor any place in America. I had seen my sis working with 3 year olds in Mexico ’s kinder and belive me is like a visit to hell.
June 19, 2007 at 11:13 am
I am remembered how I always made my teacher mad at me. I didn’t do homework.
They are special people with special career path.
June 20, 2007 at 3:52 am
Okkaaaaayyyy…I was considering becoming an elementary school teacher, but now I’m not so sure. I love kids, but those ones sound horrendous. I wonder if Canadian kids are any better behaved? I’m gonna tell myself they are.
Or maybe I should just stick with being a technical writer.
June 20, 2007 at 7:48 pm
Alfred- Son’s teacher is a 6th grade teacher who had to come down to fourth for a few years to fill in. She’s going back to sixth next year. I hope he gets her again. I don’t know how she does it. And sixth graders smell bad. lol.
Tendrils- I don’t think I’m cut out for this lol. It was hard. lol.
Brandy- No they are not. But luckily you get to leave like I did. lol.
Solnushka- They’ve been studying native americans all year and the kids made a native american style quilt wall hanging with pictures they drew of themselves as native americans. It looks AWESOME. She’s gonna love it.
Crystal- AHHHHH! The lights. Where were you when I was depserate?!? ;P
Unique- I can believe that.
Sabrina- I think 5 year olds are the toughest age actually.
Pretty- LOL! Yes they are.
Sandi- Don’t do it! Get out while you can! Kidding. I’m totally kidding. But you better be prepared or the kids will eat you alive. They can sense fear. LOL.
June 21, 2007 at 1:37 pm
I donnot doubt about that. 5 years old. is the age when they are not big enough but devil enough..
.. my sister in law says is the infant teenager age…
Although the 3 years old sometimes forgot to go to the bathroom so.. imagine a room full of this kids and 5 or more forgot to go.. iaccccccc…
June 21, 2007 at 8:08 pm
Sabrina- I’ve worked extensively with all ages and 5 is my least favorite age. I’ll take a room full of two year olds or a room full of teenagers over 5’s any day!
June 21, 2007 at 9:22 pm
Sandi, teaching elementary school can be really wonderful. My son is an elementary school special education teacher and it very happy at it. Likewise is my cousin who teaches kindergarten. In fact most teachers are happy (most of the time) with their choices. It all boils down to finding the age level you work the best with.
Oh be careful about that turning off the lights bit. If it gets too dark bad things can happen. Trust me on that. Sometimes it works great but sometimes … well you don’t want to know.
June 22, 2007 at 11:38 am
I agree with Alfred, Sandi. One other thing, Kindergarten teachers are born not made. It takes a special person to be a kindergarten teacher and be good at it. Although, I’m probably technically a “born” kindergarten teacher, it exhausts me. lol.